My · Life · As · Is

I am doing well, for anyone who is concerned. I have been dating this amazing man for almost two months now, two months will hit on January 19th, which also happens to be my best friends birthday, go figure!! Anyways, this is not the same man I was talking about before, this is a completely different one. I met him halloween night and we began hanging out, and officially I knew we were dating on November 19th. I don't think I could have asked for a better first relationship than this and I feel like I am in LOVE, yep I said the L word. He treats me so much better than any guy ever has, and we get along amazingly in all aspects. He has a job, his own place and a vehicle. While we only get to see each other on the weekends for now, it will change once his trailer is moved. As for any other news, I am still alive, kicking and working. Love yall

I have known this one guy for like two years, going on three now. He wants me to move in with him and maybe only work part time or something so I have my own spending cash, but he will pay bills and all that. He's even okay with my dog coming. I have not actually met him in real life yet but we get along amazingly, even though he's got a strong country accent. We are meeting for the first time face to face not this coming Sunday but the following. He has agreed to just come down for the day and go home, as per my wishes. But I gotta be honest, I am kind of hoping things really work out here. If anyone even reads my journal anymore, what do you think? Am I just being a commitment phobe? I have already chickened out once on the whole meeting thing.

I don't know that anyone will care that I have reappeared on here. But I am back once again, and while it is once again library access, I am okay with that. How has everyone been? I hope all is well. Please message me if you want further contact information

Well I found a car I really want, and what has me more enticed than anything to buy it is they guy is willing to sign over the title if I drop $500 on it and he will even tow it to my house. He simply does not need the car anymore and in fact has a truck. So, some ups and downs.

Ups: it's a sporty manual black Saab 900 convertible; new tires; new breaks; only 149,000 miles; leather interior(even though it has a very few tears; clutch in moderate condition

Downs: might need a transmission(could be a lot, could be a little); i would have to re-learn stick shift

In the end the good tends to outweigh the bad, I did research on kelly blue book prices- if its in excellent condition and from a dealer $4,055. if in good condition from a private $2,295.

Now then, to say that the transmission is ONLY $1800, from the dealer the price I am paying is $1,365 under. If I use the prvate price I am paying $305 too much. It is a Saab 900 2-door convertible, excellent body condition, no scratches, no dings, etc...

So, $800 for it total, and I get a title. The transmission could very well be less than $1800 as I might can find one from a junk yard thats in decent condition.

What do you guys think?

I have a very good friend living there in Atlanta and she needs help bad. While I realize I will get negative feedback, think before you write and make sure you have your facts straight. I have ready too many stupid stories that just aren't the truth. The most accurate site you can go to is www.forsythnews.com and look for Cumming woman charged with child cruelty.

The question: Does anyone know a good cost efficient lawyer? Please let me know asap. We are trying to get the process going. Thank you. Any help at all would be great.

I got a job utilizing my edumacation, yay!!!! I don't have to answer phones all the time, just some of it, mostly I will be doing data entry. That doesn't bother me one bit, and, to top it off, I work for a law firm!!! Hell yeah!! Now I just hope the pay is decent enough and the benefits. I needs me some health insurance.

I don't know what to do really, I posted here since no one really reads anymore. It works, no one gloats or what have you. I am extremely worried about a mass I have, it's about the size of a marble, hard, and not where people normally get calcium deposits. So, that leads me to think that other things can not be ruled out just yet, and that puts me at having to go to the doctor at the end of the month, if it doesn't go away. Oh and make that two of them, only the second one hasn't reached marble size, and it's a bit on the purple/black side, so it could be a bite, who knows. I haven't displayed any symptoms of poison yet, so who knows.

Other than that, things are handy dandy spoofirific. I miss my Candy and my Carol, I love you guys, and wish I could be in Georgia right now to see you guys. Seeing as no one has hired me yet, I have been playing poker online. I don't have ready access to getting out to go job searching, and before you ask, no nothing is close walking distance. It would take me about an hour with my regimen of excercise just to get there, and I would be worn out, leaving me not to be able to work a full shift. So, I go on careerbuilder, and all the other staffing sites to try and find jobs, and it helps, some. I have had 15 interviews in the past week and no follow up or hires. Oh well, if I had the money to get my own computer I could do one of those work from home bits, and that wouldn't hinder me. But it's having the money to get the computer that leads to the issue. Maybe I can work out a deal with one of those companies and have them buy me a basic dell computer from wal-mart for $500 in exchange for me working for the first $500 for free. We shall see.

Off for now, to do more job hunting.

So I have been going on interviews like crazy lately, and now I got one for tomorrow and no way to get there. How much does that fucking suck? It's like, I kind of have this gut feeling that this interview might be the one for me, I really feel that way. The main issue of all of this is not having a vehicle to go to and from interviews on my own, if I did I would be in good shape. Granted, in order to get a vehicle, you need a job, but damn, just damn, on not being able to call a friend and ask them to transport me to the interview. I know if Carol was here she would do it, but then she and I have always done favors for each other. Shit, she's my life long sister, no one can replace her, and in these times right now, not just the interviews, I miss her, I really do. It might seem kind of sad to say, but she is a rock for me, one of inspiration, and I try to be for her when I can, but sometimes I feel I fall short. Anyways, I miss her, I wish I could see her right now, but oh well, the waiting game on that continues until we can both not be busy. Off for now to play with my nephew for a bit and get dressed enough to be decent around my brother and sister-in-law.

It hasn't been too bad, I am working on Quickbooks Accounting, and trying to get my Access certification. I tried once and failed by 130 points, which the teacher says it means I only missed 2 questions! Two, can you believe that? Oh well, next time I am going to try to make sure I am absolutely proficient in every single term so I can pass. Though studying has never been my strong suit, I will make it work damnit. In other news, I got my GED so I have been submitting my resume to as many places as possible in order to try and procure a career. I wish someone would hire me and give me a company car, but that won't be happening any time soon, so I guess my cats will be getting put up for adoption. :(:( Oh well, life can't be full of happiness, but it will be okay. Eventually I will be getting Turbo, the green van my sister will be getting rid of. I name it Turbo because it is the anti turbo, kind of feels right. Off for now to put in more resumes, love ya'll